today on the quiz show I watched, their were 2 (2) female contestants

I don't know why I'm constantly anxious about women on quiz shows, but I am

and today was no acception

I just kept saying to myself... let the women lose, let them lose, and they did- a male won

the women's names were laura and eiling, hardly names to get anxious over (at least not laura)

I am anxious for Wednesday as I am having a meeting with a woman called louise- just wants to see me about some stuff we discussed, and if she can make that happen or not

and anxious about tomorrow for... no reason

I just have a feeling in my gut- fear September 18th. it's weird I know