Hello Carp: I noticed this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral.

Below are links to a 5 part series of articles, from PsychCentral's archives, on the narcissistic father / daughter relationship that may help you to gain a better understanding of what happened here:

Daddy Issues: How Daughters of Narcissistic Fathers Can Cope (Part 1) | Recovering from a Narcissist

Daddy Issues: How Daughters of Narcissistic Fathers Can Cope (Part 2) | Recovering from a Narcissist

Why Daughters of Narcissists Are Drawn to Narcissistic Men (Daddy Issues, Part 3) | Recovering from a Narcissist

How Daughters of Narcissistic Fathers Become People-Pleasers (Daddy Issues, Part 4) | Recovering from a Narcissist

Why Daughters of Narcissistic Fathers Sabotage Themselves (Daddy Issues, Part 5) | Recovering from a Narcissist

And then here are links to 3 articles on the subject of how to mend a broken heart:

https://psychcentral.com/blog/12-way...dium=popular17

https://blogs.psychcentral.com/succe...ow-to-recover/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/help-o...om-heartbreak/

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.