Does anyone understand how I’m feeling in that I’m determined and function pretty well in some ways regarding work, try to get out and do something social sometimes, but not always on weekends, but on the other hand feel devastated by past and recent events in life. Past military and high expectations always from parents has led to always striving to do well. Yet learning had mild TBI and mild learning disorder and social anxiety, just plain anxiety has led to some difficulties in living up to high expectations. Then stress of cousin passing (by suicide), dad passing this past June due to stage 4 cancer, and mom has recovered thankful from stage 1 cancer.