Well yesterday I seen the #rd T from the time my long term T moved. I didn't even want to go. The first one was a trauma T, and I thought she would be a big help. Then When I went to see her for a 2nd time, I was told I would be seeing a different T. I thought she would be the T that would help me learn the skills to not be a door matt, and we clicked it off on the 1st visit. then when I went back to see her, she wasn't the same as the first time. She seemed very cold. Then this last Friday I got a call from MH office telling me that I would have a different T and I needed to make a appointment. I did for yesterday. I didn't want to go. I felt like I was on a merry go round with the T's. I was told that it was because of my insurance. Well I went to see her, it was the first time seeing her, and it was her very first day on this job. I found out that she has more than 10 years doing this, that she only works 3 days a week bc she also works a private practice, and she did work for the prison system at one time. So I ended up spilling my guts to her bc she said she would rather get to know the patient, and then read the notes. I felt at ease with her, so I was able to tell her a lot of my life, and what I needed from her. I I have to go therough seeing another T after her, I may quit.