Ok, I can tell that I don't have enough Internet time anymore. I log in here and find over 600 new messages in General. Coming here to read or even just skim the messages just doesn't happen anymore with my new schedule. I work full-time, go to school, have a dang housing curfew, and I just can't get online every day. I miss coming here, reading, posting, chatting. I regret not posting in the blog like I should. I feel really bad about that. I only have an hour or two online a day--if anything at all. At least two to three days I have no access. I am improving myself, true, so it's not all bad. I just have to sigh and get on with life. I am feeling pretty good today. I stayed the night in a motel for sort of a mini one-day vactation. I had been stressing out, a little PTSD'ing. There have been issues with a couple of friends in my life. One basically sexually assaulted/harassed me with a banana, the other stole my kids one day and the next day proposed. It's all a long story. I am still recovering from this week. I did something that I probably shouldn't have with going to the motel this weekend to try and get rid of the stress, but I am feeling pretty good at the moment. Still, it's not right, I know. I know, shame on me. Anyway, just wanted to say hello to you all and give {{{{{{{{{{{EVERYBODY}}}}}}}}}}}}}}