Something is not right with me right now, but I don’t know what. I didn’t go in to work today, and I don’t think I will tomorrow either. I feel like I’m on the verge of attacking anyone that even looks at me wrong. I keep having these crazed rants in my living room with coworkers over not-huge-deal things that happened last week. Like full on, heart thumping, ugly faced, cursing rants. I haven’t had this happen since about this time in 2015 — and it ended with me in IP. I’d rather not go down that road again, but it’s freaky how similar it all feels.