Nowinners and Bill, you're probably right. I just feel as though I'm nothing.

I had what should be considered as good day. I went on that date successfully, I had a drawing session with my friends, then we went to the mall (even though I was shaking from anxiety, I didn't freak out), my friend and I were able to help out someone in desperate need and I went on a nice long drive tonight. Take those things into account and the day was good. I was emotionless almost, almost all day today. The numbness lifted some and I felt a huge wave of negative emotions. And now I'm back to being numb.