I had a difficult time getting up this morning, but did manage to put a quick breakfast on the table and make hubby a nice lunch to take to work.

All of a sudden in the last 45 mins or so I've developed a little anxiety. I guess it's anticipatory anxiety. I see my psychiatrist in about 45 mins. Normally I love seeing him, but I feel kind of dissatisfied that he brushed off my complaints of likely benzo withdrawal. Also, I wish he'd lower my Seroquel XR a little, but I doubt he will.

Sometimes my psychiatrist acts so stiff. It would be nice if he was pleasant today. I have my monthly. The first days were actually pretty pleasant, but today I'm kind of boo feeling.