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First of all I DON'T SELF HARM
This is something that bothers me since long ago, for some reason, when I feel over-euphoric, I find it really really funny to stab myself and bleed, to the point I start laughing at the idea of doing it. It becomes extremely hilarious and I feel really high.
It is not something sexual, It feels purely insane, i feel deranged, not myself.
I don't know if any of you have ever experienced something like this.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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