I haven't been posting recently because I moved from living on my own to an adult foster care. It's very frustrating because I now have a taste of the outside and now that is all I want.
Since I have moved I have been self-harming in a different way. I have not broken any skin in almost 150 days. It has been a struggle but I just talk to my resources and do ALOT of crying.
At this moment I do not have a T and I won't see one til like next week I believe. I saw my psych doctor on Friday and I told him that my nightmares are worse than ever and he asked me to describe one of the nightmares to him and I described one of the less scary one. He told me that it is my emotions coming out in my dreams.
Right now things are just going crazy in my head. BUT I am doing better and all of the staff say I am doing awesome.