Hi!
Today is our last day with visitors. I'm really emotional. Part of me will miss them but part of me wants my space and privacy back. I'm clinging onto my hubby because he will be my constant.

Moodwise, I'm just hanging in. I think my pdoc allowed me to increase my AD if I feel I need it. I don't know if I do or if I'm just blah from my physical chronic illness. I haven't been able to get to therapy in a long while. Some days I feel like I really wish I could go, but other days I feel it's wasteful...that I'll just always be like this. Plus it's hard setti g up appointments. Sigh!

I'm still taking Abilify, but my mood never seemed to go up. I mean I had some cranky days (dysphoria), but that could just be plain pms... It is better controlled though, it seems, so I guess it helps with something. Still unsure about the bipolar diagnosis though. I'm sick of feeling just ok or low most of the time.