Hello wisewoman...

It appears that a large percentage of your life support has changed..

What happened to cause them to change in such a similar time and fashion?

Crying is good,,it is a wonderfull gift of cleansing so whatever gates are closed to this..let them open freely.

And I notice that you referred to your expressed issues as glorified manure. They can only stink if they are closed up in the tiny rooms of our mind. Shared,,they are full of value.

Of course,,just my humblest of thoughts..

Be well,

Lenny