Thank you for this, it means a lot. I actually feel like I have no place in this world, as everything around me seems like a lie. So I do feel like I have to find a place in this world as if I just arrived. There's so much uncertainty in the world and I want a real life, with real people, doing something real. Last night I dreamt about my deceased son. He was 27 when he died. And he died on January 12, 2018. We lived in New Zealand together for four years. And we had to drive on the left side of the road there. In my dream, I was driving. As we were about to turn around a curve in the road he said "you know you're driving on the wrong side of the road?" He had just arrived back in Canada, after four years, and he died three days after he got back. When I said to him "but we're in Canada and we drive on this side of the road," he replied "you need to drive on the other side of the road." I think he was showing me that he was visiting me. It wasn't a dream. It was a visit. And he proved it by talking about being on the wrong side of the road. What do you think the dream meant?