I don't really know what happened today. I don't know what part of me was there. I don't know what was felt or wanted or needed. Nothing mattered. We didn't want to be there or anywhere. Didn't want to be there. Didn't want to be anywhere else. Didn't want to be.
No part of us was allowed to be there. When we tried to speak we were shut down. When we tried to switch out we were slammed back in. Our hands were held behind our back and fingers gouged into the arm. No speaking. No being. Do Not.
We didn't want to be there. We didn't want to be anywhere.
She did nothing said nothing was nothing that could be of any help. We left. Sat in the car because there was nowhere we wanted to go, to be.
We sat there and weren't.