I am seriously thinking of just going back to ex t. At least I know where I stand with her.
It is very non consensual. I even said please don’t do reiki on me because I have a bad reaction to it every time. The last time I had it done I cried for three days solid.
He said he would only give me good energy. So I let him do it.
I also let him tell me there is nothing medically wrong with me when it is a fact there is something wrong and that’s why I am having so much trouble at work.