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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
Being good at hiding it is a curse and a blessing, in my opinion.
On one hand, you're protecting yourself from the people who'd use it against you or leave.
On the other hand, no one knows what's going on with you. No one has a damn clue. And because of that, the people who'd help never will simply because they don't know.
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It's true I am pretty good at hiding my inner self. To the point not even I know who or what I am anymore. All I feel is mild pain in my head, and the vast presence of nothingness.
I'd hate to know I am cursed. I'd rather count my every blessing.
I can be Slim Shady, Mr.Robot, Dr.House, Dr.Strange, and myself sometimes, depends on where I am and what situation I am in. In the real world I am mostly Mr.Robot. Sometimes I am myself. And I've managed to change myself in such a way that people laugh at my jokes rather than myself.
This is a
by Eminem, if you like rap, you should like this as well. You can get yourself uplift and be completely distracted from your depression by listening to music like this. It works for me well.
I'd rather live like a science god (I am! I am so talented... and it's what my doctors and teachers think as well) rather than a fallen angel (I am that as well. Had my glory days before psychosis hit me)
If I put my mind to, I still can be a top dog hacker. Or a brilliant doctor. So can you. I have observed you have problems similar to me. And if we share the same brain, I think you can achieve the same level of success as me. Pick your interest, work on your social skills, increase your talent, enjoy life, mentally curse at your mental demons, and you're pretty good to go.