I think you should not be like, "I am so bad.. I cannot do this... I keep feeling down...", I know IT IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE. But you keep telling yourself "I am the person I want to be!" every day, keep distracting yourself every day (read blogs, listen to music, do your hobbies, enjoy life, ride geared bikes, attend parties) it may be hard, but it'll be worth it.

Be like,
"I am about to,
Smash into everyone,
Crash like F-15,
Damage already done,
Y'all should be,
Fack, fack on everyone
Fack, fack on everyone,
Fack, fack on everyone,
Fack, fack on everyone,
I am a Kamikaze,
I am gonna..."

This guy, Marshall Mathers III, has brain damage. Look at his raps. Even healthy rappers who are piss afraid of dissing him... and he literally destroys careers of those who diss him or his daughter Hailey. There's a guy rapper named Machine Gun Kelly... look at the comments on his video Rap Devil, which is a diss to Eminem, Eminem wrote a song called Rap God where he literally raps like a god. So this guy has comments like, "He just signed his own death warrant" in his videos, which have like thousands of likes, every hour.

Look for yourself.

Killshot - Genius.com lyrics

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Rap Devil - Genius.com lyrics
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So it's a healthy rapper vs a brain damaged rap god. Really, look for yourself and discuss this with me further.

Eminem is one of the reasons why I am still living. He saved my life but he ain't no doctor.