I don't know if you have schizotypal or not, in my country we use the ICD-10 and there it is not considered a personality disorder but a psychotic disorder, a borderline form of schizophrenia, here it means you look like schizophrenic but you don't fully lose contact with reality. From the description you have made I think it is possible.

Anyway, since schizotypal subforum is pretty quiet, you might find it more helpful to post in the anxiety subforum or psychosis/schizophrenia subforum.

Crazy, inside and aside

"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-