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Originally Posted by TheLonelyChemist
I think you should not be like, "I am so bad.. I cannot do this... I keep feeling down...", I know IT IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE. But you keep telling yourself "I am the person I want to be!" every day, keep distracting yourself every day (read blogs, listen to music, do your hobbies, enjoy life, ride geared bikes, attend parties) it may be hard, but it'll be worth it.
Be like,
"I am about to,
Smash into everyone,
Crash like F-15,
Damage already done,
Y'all should be,
Fack, fack on everyone
Fack, fack on everyone,
Fack, fack on everyone,
Fack, fack on everyone,
I am a Kamikaze,
I am gonna..."
This guy, Marshall Mathers III, has brain damage. Look at his raps. Even healthy rappers who are piss afraid of dissing him... and he literally destroys careers of those who diss him or his daughter Hailey. There's a guy rapper named Machine Gun Kelly... look at the comments on his video Rap Devil, which is a diss to Eminem, Eminem wrote a song called Rap God where he literally raps like a god. So this guy has comments like, "He just signed his own death warrant" in his videos, which have like thousands of likes, every hour.
Look for yourself.
Killshot - Genius.com lyrics
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Rap Devil - Genius.com lyrics
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So it's a healthy rapper vs a brain damaged rap god. Really, look for yourself and discuss this with me further.
Eminem is one of the reasons why I am still living. He saved my life but he ain't no doctor. |
With all of my friends being huge Eminem fans, I haven't stopped hearing about it. Not that I mind, I'm a bit if a fan myself. The artists that helped me stay alive are artist's like Linkin Park, Mike Shinoda, Breaking Benjamin, Twenty One Pilots, Jake Hill, Josh A and lately Shinigami. When it comes to Eminem, the song Beautiful helps me a lot when I'm down.
Focusing on my hobbies also means coping for me. To work through things in a constructive manner, I write. I don't know if I'm any good. I honestly think all of my work is mediocre at best. I'll post this poem to give an example:
"Hold me, I need a safe place. Please hold me, I know I'm a disgrace. I know you won't because I'm stuck in what we used to be. I still remember you taking a knee. I remember when you loved me. Too bad I could never see, that it would never last.
You think I hate you, you think but I know. I know I still can't go, maybe in a year or so [we'll see]. But I'm still here to lift you while I'm low and below. I'm so ****ing alone, isolating myself, ignoring my phone. I wouldn't change a thing but I wish I wouldn't have run. I'd do anything to bring us back, too bad you already know that. I sit here racking my mind while I spin around your thumb. If we're the sum total of who we love, you must be so ******* numb. Outside in the rain I'll remain. Just waiting to breathe."
I wrote this while dealing with thoughts of my ex. I'm still not over it, but this is how I'm trying.
Eminem is incredibly skilled, even if he wasn't brain damaged.