Still hurting from the surgery, but its getting better.

The pain is really making me depressed, though. I don't want to do anything... I just want to stay home and sit on the computer or sleep all the time... I need to stay moving and not take the pain meds (the heavy duty ones) as often as I had been.

I need to taper off them as soon as possible. Which means being in pain part of the day... which means being more depressed all the time. I hate this. I don't want to keep doing this... I wish the pain would just go away...