So I made it to t on time, don't know what was up with my car. It started right up after my session, and again after son and I went out to dinner. Anyway. My session.

It was pretty darn awesome. I didn't waste any time really... told her how much I appreciated Saturday's session and how one of her questions (when did I lose my self esteem, which wasn't exactly the right question) led me to another question (when did I lose my self respect, which was the right question) that I answered at the concert Sunday night (I lost it back in mid-June when we talked about my sexuality and I put up all kindsa walls about it and then quit at the end of June so as to run away from talking about it any further among other reasons) and then I told her about the song Silent Legacy making me cry and and and and then I just couldn't stand it anymore and I said it. I totally came out to her. (removed-too much detail!!)

She was SO happy for me. We had a really lovely conversation about it after I said all that.

I may not leave all of this here for very long lol (yep - took out a chunk)