I agree with Mickey in that it is hard to interpret. Are you in therapy OhMyDaisy? What does your t say? Have you considered couples counseling? Is this the only issue for you guys? My 2cents: You have every right to feel upset and I feel for you. Someone posted in your other thread that they still struggle with the loss of a SO and its been many years. and that made sense to me too. I just don't think this is the sort of thing thats going to get sorted out in an internet forum thread. Good luck though and I hope you can find some support you need (here or elsewhere!).