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Originally Posted by MoxieDoxie
I could not refrain. I emailed him that I went to the lake and walked. He replied back almost immediately. Not happy with what he said: [I] "So whats next? A new adventure every week is the goal. It can be small, close by, and easy, but a new experience is what to aim for./I]....As I do not want to go out if I do not have to.  |
Does this in some small way reinforce your decision not to email him though? The response was SO unsatisfying and disappointing that there was little "reward" in initiating contact. I think it's awesome that you feel ready to take both of these new steps, the lake and the no in-between contact. The fact that it's extremely hard some of the time doesn't mean that it's the wrong thing to do. You are brave.