Movingon69, please do discuss this with your psychiatrist to get the best answer. Either way, I know such experiences are rough. As you saw by all of my red font content, I have plenty of questions and confusion, too. I just thought I'd share what I did learn. I know it helps me to come up with questions. I'm not sure if all psychiatrists know all answers. Sometimes my psychiatrist is honest when he's not sure of things.