Here they wont provide prescriptions any more to bipolar people for risk of psychosis. I myself suffer from paranoia and I dont think pot makes it worse. I actually relax. My issue is more that I stuff my face on it. Lol.

Work is a non issue.

If anything right now the numbing comes down to 2 things. One is stress and I cant change the situation, I have to manage it. 2 is the fact that I cant save the world. My heart bleeds for people in my life that are struggling, but their situations are out of my hands. I've done all I can. Still hurts.

I live a good, active and busy life. I laugh till I cry regularly. So that's not a problem.

Thabk you for your response though. It's got me thinking!