The crappy thing is that I went so long without doing it and now I'm starting over. Drinking and cutting is NEVER wise. I hate this. My arm hurts... not in the good way... and I feel bad. And on top of it all, it's hard to just do it the one time. Once I do it, it's harded next time to not do it. I know I'm not the only one and you've probably all heard this a million times... just wanted to vent... VENT!!!!! Okay, I'm better now.