I'm with Skeezyks on this. I had 13 years if T 's & PDOC's who didn't get what I was going through (I didn't either).

I left the H & environment I had lived in all my life & moved away to where I knew no one, met awesome people & got into the best therapy & learned skills & was finally able to integrate the past issues with my present knowledge.

I would love to send an email to at least the key PDOC's & T who didn't get it especially the one PDOC who quit treating me because of my constant suicide attempts.....would love to let him know why that was happening.....

BUT in reality I think it would be a pointless waste of my time especially at this point that I now have an awesome life & all that is in my past I really have no desire to go back into even to tell them what was really going on.

What is important in our life is learning how to handle our now....honestly when I got into good T for my now.....the past became clear wuthout having to go back & talk to anyone from that past