In the past I’ve been so anxious in social setting or anxious talking to someone I want to be somewhere else. In the past applied as a bus person to bus tables where my college friend worked part time and I was embarrassed because when talking to the hiring manager I was almost shaking. For some reason get like this when meeting new people and it’s strange. As a kid I was an only child until 6 years old and my grandparents’ neighbor had a big family with 5 or more kids and was so nervous meeting them and my mom made feel like I was being an %#%*+. When had a new job a few years ago met a few co- workers at lunch and a few weeks or a month later my manager said that I look terrified. Meeting new people and eating in front of new people and starting a new job are all so terrifying to me anyway.