Therapists were not able to tolerate or help me deal with my dark self, what I call a demon self. Therapy was a place where I allowed it to "be" and eventually I have come to understand and accept it, but therapists did not.

I understand about feeling like a wolf in sheep's clothing. Dogs come from wolves, if there had never been any wolves, there would not be any dogs. Can you make friends with your wolf? Even if your therapist can't?