Things are getting better, I think. I took 2 days off this week to avoid me flipping out over something nonsensical just bc I’m in some weird revved up cranked state, and it definitely helped. I always feel conflicted after doing this — I’m glad I had the insight and ability to do what I needed, but I also still think I should be capable of pushing through the rough patch without having some grand meltdown.

I have a lot of yard work to do this weekend. My neighbors are annoyed with the large pile of mulch that has been sitting on my driveway since May. Not sure what to do with it. I already mulched everything.