Hello Neverland: I noticed this is your first post here on PC. Welcome to PsychCentral. I hope you find PC to be of benefit.

I'm sorry I don't really know what to tell you with regard to your concern. Perhaps there will be other members, here on PC, who will have some thoughts on the subject. Here's a link to an article, from PsychCentral's archives, on the subject of asexuality that provides links to a couple of other sources of information as well:

Asexuality Arrives | Single at Heart