being involved in a suicide pact.

it was tough for both of us who were involved, and it took 6 months or so to plan fully. what made this situation worse is that my mother provided the means to actually take our lives, and booked the hotel where we would be going to do it (she's that kind of woman, just wanted me out of her life)

the other person ended up taking her life (and I miss her deeply)

and I still think about it to this day... if I had done itt and everything had worked out, I wouldn't be going through all this agrovation they call life