So I had another flashback the other night. It was terrifying.

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It was a woman receiving oral sex from what I think may have been me. The reason I think it may have been me is because I was so scared. I physically fought with myself not to remember I tensed up shouted Stop!!! I dont understand why I would have been so scared had it not been me. I always tend to dismiss my flashbacks because they are not real detailed it irritates me.