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Originally Posted by whimsicalman
I hear you. I have come close to death a couple of times in my life, and I often think, "Why didn't it just happen then? If it had I wouldn't be dealing with all these awful feelings now." I think jealous is a good enough word as any to describe the sentiment.
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AH yeah, I've never been really close to death, but I have attempted suicide I've lost count of how many times. I find myself thinking a lot, I should be dead by now. A lot off what I think when someone else dies is, why take someone with potential? Why not take someone who's got no worth, nothing of value to offer?