Oh my ((((Christina)))) yes indeed I think you are spreading yourself too thin. Even a well seasoned theolog looking to learn more would become confused with all that at once, imo.

I think a good place to begin (since you are already seeking God's will) is to write down what you basically believe.
Do you believe the Holy Bible is God's Word? Do you believe all of it, or is it just a good reference?
What do you believe about God? Do you believe He is perfect, that He is triune or not?
Do you believe there is a heaven and hell?
Do you believe God helps actively in the world today, or that we are left to our own devices?

Once you have a general idea of what you think you now believe, that would be the church to begin to attend. You can always change as you learn more about different faiths, and grow stronger in your own.