I don’t think I could be honest about these things with T yet and for me it’s been 7months in therapy! I struggled a lot with SH but haven’t don’t it in almost 10yrs. EMDR often sends me off into a space I can’t get out of that makes me have those familiar urges.... I couldn’t tell T though. I don’t act on it, I do worry since I know it’s something that’s been an issue in the past.