I recently started to date. He doesn't know about the addiction yet. But soon will. I need support. I got a new laptop and have watched porn again... I'm really sad that I did it, but I need to pick myself up and keep going. I have been reading erotica... this doesn't help at all. The thoughts are there; the fantasies are beginning with more intensity. I just have to keep busy... but that's not all. I am busy. I need to conquer this thing. Which means becoming diligent in prayer and scripture study. I am a believer in addiction needing a spiritual focus. Just unpracticed and undiligent in overcoming this thing.