My parents belittle me constantly and tell me my opinions don't matter until I accomplish something. But even when I accomplish what they wish, it's never enough to them.
They always say I'm useless. On looking through my messages to friends, they said I was attention seeking and no one cared about me.
Every time I bring up my dad's problems with alcohol, the topic somehow comes back to me. I'm wrong, I'm the one who should fix my own problems, and I should just stop crying since it's some "admission of guilt."
We do get into physical confrontations mainly when my dad is drunk, which I do think would be considered physically abusive. However, this doesn't happen very often.
I'm sure there's more I can't remember at the moment, but this is all I have for now.

Peace,
Kise