Ah, I can relate. A new relationship often feels intoxicating to me too. Everything is new and intriguing! It could be an interesting topic for therapy.

I told my T that I always used men like drugs. Kept them around when I could use them to get high. Tossed them aside as soon as they got boring. I intentionally quit doing that when I started therapy.

Do you feel relieved that you're no longer thinking about and yearning for your T?