(((((((Christina)))))))

sorry it took me some time to reply... wanted to say i understand how you were feeling earlier, i hope it has passed...

a spiritual journey can be very confusing and despairing at times...

i know you'll get thru the despairing times because you have worked so hard to know Spirit that i expect you will have regular visits and conversations together...

mentally understanding Spirit is in my opinion more challenging than just having a natural flow of acceptance of yourself and your current understandings...

when you're in that place you can rest awhile, reflect, breathe, ponder, relax, work, and take breaks.....

it helps me not to try regimentation with Spirit..... a time for everything as they say...

when it is time, Spirit moves.....