Ongoing kitty stress. I had him tested for a bunch of bacterial diseases and he has one that Im not clear on the long-term effects. His mouth sore has healed up but now he has an ulcer in his ear. So he is now on an antibiotic for a month (and 3 more weeks of steroids). I have to buy a calendar to keep up with him! I'm trying not to think about what this has all cost and I really hope after the month of antibiotic he recovers.

I saw my pdoc yesterday. She wants to wait until a month from when the hallucinations I was having stopped and then we are trying a smaller cut to my Klonopin. Last time we tried reducing by .25 mg and this time will be .125 mg. Hopefully it will work out better.

I had to re-apply for Emsam patient assistance. This is twice in a matter of months and they didn't send me or my doctor any notice of this, just stopped sending my meds 2 months ago (I have a bit of a stockpile thank God). I'm really nervous about this because in the past they threatened that if an error that was never made by us ever was repeated I'd be dropped from the program since I'm grand-fathered in. Emsam is $1300/month so if they won't give it to me I'll have to go off and it's the only AD that ever helped me. So I'm nervous about this.

Things will work out somehow though. They always do, even when I don't like it.