Hi Cb16699. Hang in there please, it's not uncommon for depression and anxiety to persist, even while doing your best in dealing with it. If you haven't already done so, you can browse Psych Centrals resources or click here Resource Directory | Psych Central which will take you to that page. You may find the resources quite useful. Try not to give in to thoughts of hopelessness and keep reaching out as well. A lot of members here can relate to your situation.