sorry he kept me after school tonight(so to speak)... he pushed me kind of hard... about the flashbacks... and wants me to journal them...he said that he wasn't going to make me talk about them next week if i didn't want too... he didn't say much about my cutting...but pushed the food issues... sooo all in all i am in a better place then last night.

i understand about not being able to go back to the way it was before... but the desire is still there... lyn