So, for the last 2-3 days I've been feeling like I've been caught in an emotional tidal wave that makes me feel like a moody teenager again... racing thoughts, thoughts of "what if" for my life choices (which arguably haven't sucked), and an overwhelming urge to just run away from everything (job, husband, society).

I'm 29 going on 30 this coming February, and for as long as I can remember I've had times where I've felt like this. I'm currently seeing a therapist to try to figure out if I'm bipolar or not, but the crazy thing is that even though it's overwhelming part of me really appreciates the way my emotions swallow me up because it fuels my creativity (writing, drawing, etc.)

Can anyone relate to this? Having a love/ hate relationship with intense emotions?