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Can I share something with you? I have had similar feelings (as you know) recently including the rage at T. Last night I saw T and I told him that I was afraid to come, to be there. I also told him that I felt like some kind of a monster.

We talked a bit and he was not even near as eloquent with his words as your T. But, what I came to realize was that I felt like a monster, like some awful thing, that would make people reject me. Little children are afraid of monsters and that is their context for why a person would run away from another person. So, when they are rejected, it makes so much sense for them to feel like they are the monsters. But you know what? We aren't monsters, we aren't bad, we didn't do anything wrong.

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Good luck Friday.

Peace