You're gonna make me say it, aren't you?

I Am Mr.Robot
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I don't know. I am so lost and confused. I cannot work as an engineer. Pure science isn't for me. I cannot get a job as a computer programmer with a pure science degree. Even worse, I cannot dedicate my life in the service of mankind, which is my purpose, and without it, I am nothing. I am already almost nothing. I am something because of my pure will to help people. If I become nothing, what will be the purpose of my existence? Why should I live if things are this bad? Will I be able to be a doctor? If not, why should I live this hellishly painful life...? And with all these embarrassing problems? If not a doctor, can I somehow change the world, which I want to do so bad cause I have nothing to do?

I think I found hell,
I think I found something,
I think I found something in my TV screen,
I think I found out, that I have nothing,
That I have nothing in this place for me.