Ok...I've been putting off coming here for 6 hours, since I woke up. I didn't want to come on and burden everyone. (duh, this is a support forum, I know). I hurt. I don't know....My boyfriend left me last night. I guess I should say ex now? I've been expecting it. I suck. I'm damaged goods, and he's addicted to sex...TMI I'm sorry but how else to explain it? I don't know to feel. I told my best friend Lori that my brain is wrapped around my ears, don't know where that came from but she laughed. I need help. I don't know what to do. Part of me (the strong i-don't-need-a-man-part) is glad to be on my own. but the rest of me --misses him-- so much...there's emptiness, in the closet where his clothes were....the shelf where his magazines were. I put the pictures away, and took down his car calanders...his spare tire is still on the patio, and his custom taillight lenses for his truck that I got him for christmas are still here, he took the 100 years of Ford book I got him...why did he leave the taillight lenses and his tire?

tell me what to do. how to feel. i don't know what to do. thank god silverqueen is online. she's talking to me. that's why i want to go to england. can i run away?