Thanks. I think my feelings for my T contains of a kind of love, respect and admiration. Now when I´m in this deep sorrow my feelings for her aren´t just positive but I´m also angry with her because she puts me through all this. But I still miss her as I know she wanted to do good.


With a colleague you normally don´t share so intimate things, you don´t sit in front of them crying for a whole hour. I think the therapeutic relationship isn´t to be found somewhere else, especially if one lives alone as I do. A total openness can be found in a very close friendship or with a partner but I think many people never dare telling a friend or a partner all those things that they dare tell a therapist.