Questioning if it's just life ... and these diagnoses and disorders just help to rationalize life.

Course on another day I'll be signing a different tune with it's " something more than just life"... maybe even like this is all a death sentence; but not in this moment. Nope, it's life and it's all beautiful in its own ways... maybe not everything, but a lot. Or beautiful outcomes come from those things that aren't beauty.

I question my diagnosis... but then something always comes around to remind me of why these labels are put on me... meh.

But it's life as I know it, and i try to remember "keep trying"... and yeah some may not like me or what they know about me ... but oh well.... again, life and keep trying ...


Though it gets awfully tiring for me ((and others, I know))..