todays phone conversation with my therapist...

T, hello granite this is T, im calling to check in to see if you are wanting to start up your therapy again.

ME, yes

T,oh good so what time do you want ?

ME, 3pm

T, ok our usual time ill see you next thursday at 3.

ME, so you are not going to be in the office today ?

T, oh i can come in today if you want. sense i have been out sick i just wanted to call and get out therapy back on track but if you want to come in today ill come in .

ME, i have been coming in to see you for the last 2 weeks .

T, with a slight amused sound she said oh then i guess ill see you at 3 bye now

i dont know what to do .i have been seeing her in her office for the last 2 weeks .she doesn't seem to have any memory of this at all . and the way she said i can come in to the office if i want suggests that i might be her only client . im scared for her and myself. idont want to have to look for another therapist.i dont even know how to begin to do that .the thought of no longer seeing my T terrifies me and it hurts me to the core. we have had our issues but she has helped me so much .i dont know if i can deal with her memory problems . i wonder if she remembers from week to week what we have talked about and how helpful she can be at this point .when i see her she seems ok except she does tend to get very emotional at times .even cries at times.how do i deal with this .it hurts my heart .